get me out

suicide is not selfish.

what is selfish is every c#nt of a person treating every other person in the shitty ways that they do.

i’ve put myself through 27 years of unnecessary suffering (i.e. life), secretly wishing that i would find a trace of hope within human kind; trying to understand people and their horrible ways, forgiving them of them over and over again.

don’t tell me that it’s selfish that i don’t want to be part of it any longer. for the sake of who? every selfish bastard out there? what a joke.



this is exactly why i don’t let people get close. 

the pain.
the crying.
the craziness.