Who am I?
I have no idea who I am, or who I’ve become. My self concept is not at all solid. My identity feels fragmented, and I do not relate to being whole or one. Most of the time it is who I am not which is much more relevant.
Emotions are my nemesis. I spend my entire life avoiding emotional experience, ignoring the presence of my emotions, denying my emotions any acknowledgment, and pushing the emotions back down.
Welcome to my madness. It’s nice to feel less alone.